In addition to her angle, I look at them through a different lens i.e these people who come closer to us only to show the ugly side of them in secret that nobody else sees and then they go away forever. Its like their soul is hurting too much and no matter what anyone does or says, the only way they can express their pain is by faking love to someone for coming close and doing the obvious to go away. Its seeing them in far worse pain than the usual we see around that sometimes affects our own spirits to express via words (of poetry).
I decided to stop writing about you a bunch of times already. I never went through with my decision because I was just so scared that in the absence of you in my mind no one else will be good enough to spark this power that makes me pick up a pen and write. You were always more than just my love.