It started so beautifully, and ended equally horribly. You will find another love, trust me. But you will miss me as you missed our chance. Pls. let me be. I want to find another man and make him happy.
Note: Some of the strange things we say to ourselves, totally different from the actual circumstances and/or story. Did she wanted me to plead for apology? I did but it did not work. Did she wanted to feel having some sort of upper hand in the relationship? If so, what fun would be there to have a submissive man or a woman? I keep scratching my head and probably this is what gives her peace of mind for me to stay perplexed forever about her.