Reading this reminds me of a popular saying;
“Same shit, another day”
Until you rise up from the situation or the environment around you and make some revolutionary decisions while taking those bold steps, I think one does end up in the frustrated situation like Bre describes here perfectly.
Everyday I wake up shit is the same. EVERYDAY! At some point after trying different stuff and being patient you start too wander…
Will it happen? Will something ever happen?
Where is the change I try to purposely make in my life?
Oh I see it in plain sight, all the failure that I am sitting in around me. The only change I have made is failure. Yes I have learned from a lot of it. I am just starting to feel like I am at the end of a pitcher begging it to give me a drop and each time I get air.
Puts you in a desperate mind set, to do desperate things.