Why Are Men No More My Audience?


There are currently about 7 billion humans on this planet Earth, including me. Gender-wise, they are mostly classified between males and females. As per my understanding of gender, male is someone who has a dick like me. And a female has no such thing, nothing, nada in there. But she does have boobs that come … Continue reading Why Are Men No More My Audience?

Keep Right On The End Of The Road – Harry Lauder


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AThycGCakk Advice by a few 100+ years old people; "We did have problems but we got through them. And I think now-a-days, people give up too easily." "I'm always optimistic and she was always pessimistic. So we got on very well together." "It seems to me that if you are happy, happily married and happily … Continue reading Keep Right On The End Of The Road – Harry Lauder

Idealism Keeps Growing Inside Me


I have seen people give up too soon or become complacent at best. In their 20's and 30's, I see a lot of their energy and optimism. But the moment their middle age sets in, mostly they start get "settled" for good with whatever, without much plans about future or even for their present. The … Continue reading Idealism Keeps Growing Inside Me

Fifteen Thousand Blog Posts… and still counting!


There were 10,000 or so blog posts of mine just a few months ago and that number has swelled to almost 15,000!!! I can only expect something like this from someone like myself, not from anybody from this planet Earth or any other alien life-forms in this universe. Just in case if anyone is wondering, … Continue reading Fifteen Thousand Blog Posts… and still counting!

Dierks Bentley – Burning Man ft. Brothers Osborne (Lyrics)


https://youtu.be/2hp7Lotbmgs Lyrics: Half your life you struggle Half your life you fly Half your life makin' trouble Half your life makin' it right One day I'm the exception Most days I'm just like most Some days I'm headed in the right direction And some days I ain't even close I'm a little bit steady but … Continue reading Dierks Bentley – Burning Man ft. Brothers Osborne (Lyrics)

Intimate Enemy


Remember the 1991 movie "Sleeping With The Enemy"?   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcQqsrf2gik If not, never mind bothering yourself watching anything since I am going to talk something strange about how human brain operates when in a relationship. Being obsessed with someone and actually in love with someone is obviously two different things and there are women who'd … Continue reading Intimate Enemy

Expectations, Part I


In my quest to become independent through my teenage years, “expectations” from others was the first thing on my agenda to get rid of. Today, people surprise me with their best otherwise I’m ready for their worst that I can think of. My defensive driving without a single accident in 3 continents is a proof of that. The only thing which my brain still gets back to work (as in confused or scratching my head), when you kiss and make love to someone and she turns out be nothing but fake love. Thank goodness it has never stopped me from going closer to people. But this man-woman thingy is definitely quite confusing thing from “expectations” point of view, imho.

No Half Measures

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about expectations and particularly the expectations that have been unfulfilled in my life since I’ve been dealing with Stage IV Metastatic Breast Cancer (MBC). For me, I often don’t realize in the moment that something happens that an expectation has been unfulfilled, it’s usually once I have time to process what has happened that it occurs to me. Sometimes this happens in conversation with others, sometimes just when I’m ruminating over a situation or conversation or event. It’s …. complicated.

Let’s start with the dictionary definition:

1: the act or state of expecting: ANTICIPATION in expectation of what would happen

2a: something expected not up to expectations; expectations for an economic recovery; b: basis for expecting : ASSURANCE they have every expectation of success; c: prospects of inheritance —usually used in plural.

3: the state of being expected

4:

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My Conversation With A Beautiful Mind


She I find comfort in believing my loved one is at peace now ❤ That’s what keeps me going. Me You and I were in the ultimate peace before being born into this strange world (its messed up and at the same time beautiful too). And we’d go back to the same peace like your … Continue reading My Conversation With A Beautiful Mind

You And I


I am usually frugal with words since there is only this much you can talk to yourself. Its not because I don't have audience already. Actually, I have to sneak into an unknown place (unknown even to myself which is strange) to find these "me" moments to talk to myself. However, lately I have been … Continue reading You And I

Get Ready To Die Or Plan Next Five Years Living In Fear Of Pandemic


Spanish flu's experience of hundreds of millions dead a century ago and its continuing mayhem for many more years shows what lies ahead of us from this year 2020 to 2025. My worst case scenario prediction is at least a billion people dying amongst us during the next 5 years. How? Two to three years … Continue reading Get Ready To Die Or Plan Next Five Years Living In Fear Of Pandemic