14th Anniversary Of Me And WordPress

Since I signed up on WordPress, many women came and went out of my life. But only WordPress stayed. Its been only 3 years or so since I stopped being silent about these cheating sluts and started to use this awesome blogging platform to voice my views, opinions, observations and feelings relating to this despicable … Continue reading 14th Anniversary Of Me And WordPress

Life Goes On

There are couple of thoughts that I want to get off my chest before I start rambling as usual; She will comeClose to youBy saying"You are so beautiful"Only to show youHow ugly you are! And another thought; Before breaking upWith meShe must have hadTo break upWith herselfFirst The first one talks about two strangers who … Continue reading Life Goes On

Instead Of Any Soul Searching, How About We Continue Living And Loving?

Recently, I had a virtual interaction with a beautiful blogger who was in the middle of doing soul searching because someone else had identified some of her shortcomings. Here's how the conversation went between us; Her comments That is so awesome Amir!! Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts with me and I am so … Continue reading Instead Of Any Soul Searching, How About We Continue Living And Loving?

Why Can’t I Pick The Pen To Write Creatively?

Creative writing is like painting a picture via words. Human experiences and interactions are random and dependent upon various factors i.e cultures, personalities, our own circumstances, situations, upbringing, etc. This is the reason, autobiographies don't fully do the justice to represent someone who they really are or who they would love to be. My soul … Continue reading Why Can’t I Pick The Pen To Write Creatively?

15,000 Plus Blog Posts In Three years 🥰

Its time to surprise myself (happily) 😍. I started to bleed via written words on 5th Feb 2017, almost 9 years after I kissed her first time on the bench next to a lake. Since that moment when I could not keep emotions (of lost love at the hands of her cheating) to myself, its … Continue reading 15,000 Plus Blog Posts In Three years 🥰

Cosmology Of Love

Whenever I interact with anyone, I am mostly focused on what came out of me vis-a-vis how I impacted the other. While talking to someone about sadness between a couple, here are a few words that came to my mind; The reason there are trillions of stars out there is that this universe does not … Continue reading Cosmology Of Love

Because I Am A Private Person – What?

Recently I asked an anonymous blogger their reason for being anonymous, and he/she gave me the most stupid reason anyone could think of; Because I am a private person. Seriously? If one cares so much about their privacy, why the heck are they splattering their dicks, vaginas, hearts, kidneys, lungs and what not on Internet … Continue reading Because I Am A Private Person – What?



I remember a woman calling me a hero only to get hold of my money. Whatever followed was the same ole’ same ole’ boring story you might have heard millions of times about gold-diggers.

Thankfully, today I am nobody’s hero and especially after that incident (the one I told above), I’m careful about the specific individual who starts bordering to be like her.

Today’s successful fiction and movies portray heroes i.e. superman, spider man, etc., as the ones who save this world. When in reality, such heroes don’t exist. And maximum we can come close to the reality of those heroes is by saying that all of us are heroes in our own ways in whatever tiny thing or difference we are making in this messed up world.

I think we are all more than heroes especially when all of us come together and make miracles happen. One, single individual hero is a farce someone is hoping or waiting for.

Until, of course if you are one of those gold-diggers like the one who faked love to me 🙂 Only then you can call me your hero and steal all of my money disguised as love.


I’ve been listening to a lot of Weezer lately. By a lot I mean two songs have me playing them on repeat. Mr. Blue Sky and Hero. Go find them and push play. I’ll wait. Mr. Blue Sky is on the Teal album also originally done by ELO; it also plays during the little fight scene in Guardians of Galaxy part 2 as baby Groot dances around.

Everybody needs a hero. Don’t they? I mean I have one. It’s me. No really. Well, it’s actually Mess. She is me and I am her. She’s evolving a little more every day. Mess use to be around because I was a complete Mess. I drank too much, stayed out too late and; well, I had too much fun.

Mess was also who I called upon when I needed to feel a little extra bravery. I felt that I couldn’t handle it…

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Navigating Humans And Their Systems

When I was made, I took a careful look at myself afterwards. I was born into humans, looking like a human but my brain did not agree. Especially after I observed every individual around me, from close family to strangers in distant lands. I was and still am, an alien in this human world. There … Continue reading Navigating Humans And Their Systems